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Friday, June 30, 2006

omg, today is the day that i wasted lotsa time!
and my time are spent on travelling..
wahahaha.
let me tell ya how lame it is.
all bcos i listened to them, we lost our way frm jes's hse to bt panjang!
omg.
we made lotsa detours and finally reach that place after a LONG journey.
took bus and travel alot alot..
can die in the bus.
reali !!


in the bus journey..
i tik alot alot!!
my maths reali lousy leh.
reali.
i cant even calculate correctly if that figure has many decimal points.
argh.
i reali wana score well in Os leh.
so that i can done dan proud.
and i can move on!


and i suddenly tot of my bdae..
thou its still some time away..
but when i tot of my bdae, the next person i will tik is JEREL CHEN.
still cant forget how he spoil my 1st bdae in church.
so since NB, i've lost my innocence, cos i noe that tricks of the church ppl already.
wahahaha.
have been celebrating my bdae in church for 3 years le.
and 3 years i will celebrate with him, miss the times when we help each other to spy our grps.
to spy wat gifts they are getting, how to celebrate etc. thats lame thou..
and i feel so weird if this year nv celebrate my bdae together with him.
wahahaha.
but the good news is...
we are celebrating together again this year!
the good idea was, jio the west alumni together, and celebrate.
argh, so excited!!!!
i look forward to our bdaes =)
opps, pls dun misunderstand, he is not my crush~ wahaha



anyway, i am feeling unwell AGAIN!
in jesus name, no more fever pls!
my "head-cracking" headache is back.
thank God, my temp is only 36.9. wahahaha
still very far frm fever.
in jesus name, let it remain in 36.9 and heal my headache pls.
its killing me.


confirmation was lousy!
gals!! my beloved gals, 15 15 15 !!
lets hit it and move on!
but my gals reali melt my heart..
i saw how hard they work, and i cant help but to thank god again and again.
Jesus, if u dun bless west a 2, den who will u bless?
we work so hard.. Jesus, jus tell us wat we are lacking.
i blive all of us will do my best de!


Jency, if u are reading this...
when's the next shopping?
great spore sales is ending!
i miss ya alot jency.
wahahaa
long time no chat and mit up le.
lets chill out soon fren =)
i love u lots =p


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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

humans are complicated creatures.
with such complexity, God can actually understand them all.
so, how to deny the fact that He is the creator and we are his creation?


God, u understand me ..dun u?
i reali duno wat to do now..
pls guide me..
and i want to stay close to u.
bcos only when i stay close with u, i can walk in the right way.


oh well, actually i am not that lost lar.
but God, jus guide me
hehe
but to say the truth, i am easily frustrated nowadays.
argh, i need a breakthru in this!


i am reali blessed.
cos the aes gals are all so with me in 15.
anyway gals, 15 is like....
hais.
jus hit it once and for all and move on.
have a few contacts coming and a few converts already~
oh well, gotta work harder already!
now, youths is not my "tian xia" already.
wahahaha.
its the younger generstions
cos i realised that its easier for them to share christ.
cos the moment i approach the kids, they will tot that i have motives or something.
age gap lar~
hahahaha...


o level is coming!
oh no.
i duno if i can do well or not.
but thank God.
met dan feng today..
hmmms...
is A1 possible?
i seriously doubt
but i wana give my best to this.
i am more determined to study le..
thanks dan =)
i hope i wun disappoint eelee,dan and my dad.
at this point of time, i realised that studying is not jus solely for my sake already.
i duno if this is a good 'realisation', but ya lar, feeling stress but at the same time motivated.


today, dan feng ramdomly asked me this...
"wat u wana do when u grow up?"
i tik he ask this cos he wana noe wat course i wana get in or something lar..
hais, i am always stuck when ppl throw this kinda question to me.
i reali duno wat i wana be, i duno wat course i wana get in.
i have no dreams, no goals in life.
my ideal life is reali simple.
get a stable job in future and thats it.
sounds so naive.
but thats wat i wan..
to have a stable income, do the things that i like..
marry a man with more den enough income..
live for my hubby, live for God and be a good wife.
i dun wana be a career woman, i dun wana be at the top or something, i dun have big goals or dreams fir my future..
i jus want a life that is stable and simple.
so if u wana ask me wat i wana do when i grow up, its like this
but its naive.
but in my heart of hearts, i reali wana lead this kinda of life.
haha, but its all God's plan lar.
where he set my feet on, i will jus obey =)


Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires
[-gal 5 : 24-]


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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

ii simply love the lyrics of this song =)
enjoy!
this is the GOD that we are talking abt..
and i cant help but to tik that i am his beloved!! =)


Above All


Above all powers, above all kings

Above all nature and all created things

Above all wisdom, and all the ways of man

You were there before the world began


Above all kingdoms, above all thrones

Above all wonders the world has ever known

Above all wealth and treasures of the earth

There's no way to measure what you're worth


Crucified, laid behind the stone

You lived to die, rejected and alone

Like a rose, trampled on the ground

You took the fall

And thought of me, above all

Saturday, June 24, 2006

okay, a speedy post!
argh.
tml is the day mann.
we hit 15!!
yeah!!
amen!!
hahahaha.
pray that it wun drop mann!
gonna pray later!
wah.. god, mus help us =)
help us!!


i am recovered!
the timing kinda right.
oh anyway, i am still coughing!
its irritating mann!
cos my chest feels so uncomfy.



oh ya..
i have a new name.
david calls me donkey.
-_-
and u noe wat?
its outta no reasons~
hmmms, a good one!
wahahaha.


have alot to say.
but hais..
either is a boo boo to say or cos i'm too lazy!
watever it is~ =p



GOD!!! 15!!
thank God that we nv change our goal!
thank u GOD !
hehehes
i tik i cant slp le
wahaha
my heart is pumping fast!
=p


actually.. i had a few post that complains abt my sickness
but i deleted all already.
i duno y..
anyway, i kinda thank God for this 7 days illness.
in the process, i had alot of mixed feelings..
aiya, alot to say, shall jus skipped that part.
anyway, i cant deny that God is the answer of everything.
i must say that i am more despo to seek God.
i miss God alot.
wahahaha. sounds weird.



God u are the answer.
u are the peace that i am looking for.
you are the one that can meet all my needs.
u are the one that can calm the storm in my heart.
all i need is to turn to u..
in the mists of those agonies..
jus the tot of turning to u brings me peace.
and when i turn to u, ur presence comforts my heart.
thank u lord =)
i am sorry for thinking the way i tik.
God, u are my mental support.
i need u..
=)

Sunday, June 18, 2006

God : "y so many concerns? y dun u jus trust in me?"
ting:"Ya.. y am i worrying this and that? y dun i jus commit to the lord?"


indeed, nowadays i am feeling so troubled.
got jumpy over little things.
cant settled down my heart over little things..
haii yo!
ya lor... jus do wat i can do, do my best..
den God will do the rest, the results is determined y God.
so.. i am worrying for nth!!
wahahaha.
ting.. u have to trust God mann..
dun take things in my own hand..
jus b assured that i am doing it for God and God will take care of everything de..
yeah!
i have the "set-free" feeling when God knock senses into my head that i have been worrying too much.


to do great things for god, i gotta to learn how to be calm..
esp emotions.
yups, i am glad to say that i have grown alot in terms of emotions.
ya lar, true.. i am a human...
when things dun go well, i will be so so distracted.
example.. when i saw one of my cg member fell asleep in service ytd.. i cant concentrade wat the preacher is preaching ! i dun reali noe wat my mind is thinking.. all i noe is i feel so upset abt it and yups, i didnt learn much =(
argh, i feel so DUMB!
however, i wana grow more in this area..
as in.. noe how to let my heart sit down before God and trust that God will take care of it..
i dun have to worry for little things mann!
duno how to explain..
understand?


5 more days..
15 !
to say the truth.. i am very scared!
15 is a challenge..
the reason y i dun wana change my goal cos i feel that its normal to face probs and i dun wana change goal jus bcos we are facing probs.. cos lidat, forever we wun hit goal one..
cos which cg dun face probs mann ?
and probs is not gonna be a once-off thing.
so God, please help us..
u will bring us thru right?
i dun care mann, gonna wack!
God, i must not doubt!
cannot trust with wat my eyes told me..
mus trust in ur promises..
trust in u.
since u are almighty god..
15 is peanut hurr?


God.. we will do our best..
the result depends on u
God, i dun wana doubt =)
trust in u, daddy!


anyway...
to mr NG and mr GOD..
happy father's day!
muacks =)
my daddies.
lurve ya.

Friday, June 16, 2006

oh well...
blogging at wee hours.
initially, i wana blog to kill time cos have to wait for my mp3 to be fully charged.
due to my serious stm, i forgot to charge it..
and guess wat?
1 sec ago, my mp3 was fully charged.
but since i am here.. i shall jus blog lar.


i am damn pissed lar..
my previous blogskin cause my blog to be DUPER lag..
so i have to change..
den my tag board cant tag anymore!
tried alot of ways that dun work..
so i decided to change tag board..
i change to 'flooble' tag board.
den i hate it alot!!
cos cbox pampered me badly, i tik flooble sucks.
and ... something great and pissed happen..
i realise... i jus have to re-copy the html code and i can use my cbox le!!
good news, however, i feel dumb..
cos i spend lots time on the new tag and end up using back the old one again..
okay, if u dun understand nvm.
wahahaha


okay back to serious topic..
i am very convicted to be firm and strong.
to tik, i seriously think that satan dun have confident in himself.
cos he trambles with fear when he see how passionate God's ppl are.
he do stupid stuns in order to win innocent souls to the kingdom of darkness.
however his stupid stuns seems to be effective!
ok, wat i mean is... effective to those who are dumb and not have a clear state of mind.
ok i noe i dun sound nice and gentle.. but its the truth hurr?
argh. satan, stop poking our ppl!
argh ppl.. wake up and stop being dumb!
y fall into his trap when u noe its trap?
okay i admit that sometimes, i am that dumb.
but God!! do something !


i thank God.. reali thanking him..
thou my cg was in this kinda situations...
one by one, ppl are rejecting god..
but the ppl seems to be even more deseperate..
thank God that none dwell into e circumstances.
okay, i rmber hearing someone said something lidat...
"jus give me 10 commited man and we can change the world."
i have ard.. 6 commited warriors in this cg..
if 10 can change the world..
den 6 can definelty change bt panjang zone rite?
hehhehees.


i begin to understand wat it means by we are engaged in a spiritual warfare le..
indeed, we are like in war mann!
jia hui even commented that we are like thieves..
hahahas.
cos that night they went to a cg member's hse to visit her..
cos the person tries to avoid or something.. den all of them hide and sneak ard..
i tik its kinda funny thou.
but applause! thank God for u gals =)
if God place west a two in bt panjang zone, god can use us to do something to this zone.
God we are not here to party and rot hurr?
we are here to battle against the darkness.
sounds so drama.. wahaha
but God, be with us =)
the one(God) that is with us are greater den the ones that are against us.
amen.


dun feel defeated.
pls dun.
cos we are not defeated.
victory is jus on the way.
or to say.. victory is our birthright.


where ever we step our feet on, we will bear fruit.
the lord's promis.
the one that will nv return to him empty.
faith!


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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

it has been for sometime that ting smile to herself =)
and i seriously love this feeling.
its like.. i feel as if i am the most joyful ppl on earth..
the journey frm orchard to home seems so short thou the bus was extreamly long..
wahaha
i look like some woman going bonkers on street..
keep calling ppl to crap.. cos i jus feel like talking !
lols.


after meeting with eelee...
i am double assured of wat i am doing.
she showed me a verse that i cant help it but to do more for God..
[- acts 5 : 38-39 -]
38Therefore, in the present case I advise you: Leave these men alone! Let them go! For if their purpose or activity is of human origin, it will fail. 39But if it is from God, you will not be able to stop these men; you will only find yourselves fighting against God."
in short, the ppl were persecuted by the ppl out there... and this is written =)
if god wana us to do something no one can go against us and our passion shouldnt die down..
cool man!
and i can caught eelee's spirit..
she was on the verge of pulling all her hair down when she talk abt reaching to the youths in singapore..
youths in spore..
hmmms, indeed 1000 is little.
mind u, 1000 is less den one skool's population..
argh... so excitng.


actually, one thing i reali need is compassion for the ppl out there..
and passion to serve God.
if serving God is like a chore, den something is reali wrong!
cos serving is the result of love, ministry is suppose to draw us closer to God.
if only god can let me feel just 1% of how he feel towards the ppl.
i am VERY sure that my attitude will nv be the same mann.
God... place ur burden in me..


ii told eelee wats my big dream for god..
and i tot she will "wow.."
but guess wat?
hahahhaa...
not only she didnt "wow..."
she said....
"aiya, God can use u to do more den that.."
oh well....
all i can say is...
amen =)
lols.


God, i tik....
u look highly of me eh..
y am i so privilege?
i dun deserve it !
thats grace all abt..
argh, thank u God =)


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Monday, June 12, 2006

ohh... i have lots and lots of things to say!!
prepared ur tibits already??
alright.. here i go!!


let me talk abt camp.
oh well... i went blog surfing jus now and guess wat?
alot of ppl blogged abt camp!!!
and their entry is like... so long..
ok, mine wouldnt be an exception.
wahahaha...


all i can say is.. the camp was awesome!
dunno how to say.. jus wana say that this camp seems so different frm the others in the past.
as in, i nv felt so awesome before.
i can say that this is the camp that kinda turn my life around....
and u noe wat? I LURVE IT !!!


i met all my camp objectives...
e feeling is like... woo`hoo!! =)
let me tell ya..
in the 2nd day of the camp...
shirls says that 080606 will be the day that many ppl's life will change..
initially, i tot that she said that cos she wana make us feel excited so that we will listen attentively.. but guess wat?
i was so wrong..
cos indeed, 080606 is the day that God spoke to me..
i cant help but to thank god over and over again..
even b4 i fell asleep on the bed..


to say the truth...
i am so 'direction-less' b4 i went for the camp.
i seriously duno wat i am doing.
i dun even noe where and wat i am going to do!!
shall not elaborate thou..
however i can say that... due to my 'direction-less' feeling, my passion was decreasing day after day..
but yes!!!
God spoke to me... and it was crystal clear..
God ask me to check my motive..
and ok, my motive wasnt rite initially..
by God's grace, He corrected my motive.
now, i noe where i should head to and yups, my passion for God has increased!!
i noe why i do wat i do =)


i also ask God for a promise that i can claim..
as in, wat is one vision for this cg and myself??
God told me this....
"where ever u stepped ur feet on, u will bear fruit"
i was so so touched..
initially i doubted.
omg, me of little faith..
as i tik and tik, God reminded me of wat shirls prophecy when i was water baptised.
she prophecy that i am like a seed that disperse..
i will not only set my feet on one place, however, where ever i step my feet on, God will use me to create an impact and will bear fruit.
wah.. this prophecy sound so great mann..
and it tally with wat God told me in camp!
so yups, i kick myself over and over again for doubting.
i blive that God can use me greatly !!
God, thankiew for using me =)
i am so so so privilege


and hey folks... i noe wat is my big dream for god le!!
hahaha
but i will not tell u guys.
cos u all surly laugh at me one!!
i am pretty sure abt it! =p


oh yes, i lurve the games mann!
hahahaha
i like the concept of finding the murderer...
i tik everyone watch too much tv le..
wahahhahaha.
thou i noe that its jus a game and everyone was jus acting..
but i got the 'creepy' feel. wahaha
and u noe wat?
i reali crack my brain to figure who the murderer is....
hehehe
1st time so enthu for games
hahahaha


u noe... for the telematch..
i participate in blowing whistle.
the reason being is i dun wana lose my voice..
oh well, i lose it anyway.. =p
okay.. and u noe wat???
we forgot to eat the bread we bought in e morning..
i feel so weak and hungry!!
there is this part when i blew the whistle so many times...
i duno y.. i feel so tired in jus blowing that noisy thing.
and i went black out for 2 seconds..
quicky sat down and made a little prayer..
and i black out more den twice!!
but its all less den 2 seconds.
but i didnt tell anyone.. cos they will either laugh at me(cos blow whistle also can faint) or being over-reactive.
i drank green-tea and i feel so much better...
that is like my "holy-water"
wahahaha
and i keep complaining that i am VERY hungry......
wahaha.


my voice was gone..
thats the most irritating lar.
eh, reali leh.
i had FOUR ulcers.
hais.
even till now.
FOUR ulcers.
one is enough to cripple me already.
more ever its 4.
wahaha.
the worse part is not when i eat..
the worse part is when i brush my teeth!
tears will reali drop when i brush teeth..
sounds stupid.. nvm =)


God... i am jus too excited that its beyond words.
i am jus too privilege mann.
i am tingting.. an ordinary gal, hurt u many times, limited in skills and knowledge, sinful that i deserve hell, irritating at times and many more..
and u gave me the best plan ever...
and u promis me that i will bear fruits..
and u love me..
and u spoke to me ..
omg, y am i so privilege?
thank a million my lord.
 
 
God reminded me abt obedience too...
all along.. i tot i am obedient..
as in, wat i am told to do, i already done..
however, in camp..
holy spirit showed me how disobedience am i..
in my thoughts and many times i ignored the holy spirit when he prompted me to do something.
i was so sadden when holy spirit told me this...
i repented big time..
sorry god =(
i will do my best to obey the holy spirit!!
not for anyone;s sake but for my sake.. for god's sake =)


oh btw... the media corp came and interviewed me!
abt young blogger..
wahaha.
i didnt inform many ppl cos i dun wana them to watch that show.
i dare to blog in now cos that show is over!!
hahahahaha.
i didnt watch too..
cos i am in camp.
but yups, i dun dare to watch lar.
so paiseh..


ting has direstion and a promise frm God already!!
ting noe wats her big dream already!!!


oh ya, i forgot to talk abt shepherd's appreciation night..
hey gals, i am reali touched!
but u noe me well, i seriously duno how to express myself when i feel touch..
hahaha
so i duno how "monkey" i reacted that night.
when u guys affirmed me..
i feel like crying..
saw the tears in ur eyes and felt ur sincerity..
at that moment, i felt like i am the most blessed shepherd in hope.
lol
sound so drama, but its the truth!
thanks for follwing me as i follow jesus =p


i got the feeling that my sheep love me alot!
hahaa
call me thick face =p
bleahz!!
i said this cos they always make me feel so loved.
melting soon mann.
thanks for loving me sheep.
and i love u gals deep deep in my heart.
sometimes, i am ur fren...
sometimes, i am ur teacher..
sometimes, i am ur boyfriend
sometimes, i am ur mother...
sometimes, i am ur leader..
sometimes, i am ur ... hmms? cant tik le.. wahaha
i feel this way lar..
but many many times, u gals are like my frens cum child.
wahahaa


to hui ru.. i duno if this big bird will read my blog or not.
i am SO touch when i received ur gift!
this is an unexpected gift!
melted.
i miss u eh, hui ru..
u are one sheep that i ENJOY EVERY MOMENT WITH YOU.
u are the 1st NB that i follow up all the way till u became a CLA. haha
long process...
the card u wrote... i feel so blessed.
u still rmber wat we did arh?
hehehehe...
i wun forget esp the last shepherding we had..
we went sun tec de kenny roger.. rmber?
actually wana break the restructing news to u in a romantic place de, but due to my damn tummy..
i have to go toilet, so out of 'bo-bian-ness' we have to leave.
haha
to tik abt it.. so FUNNY.
lols
i love u=)


thats all folks.
didnt reali noe wat to say lar...
more to say actually...
but ... lazy!
buais folks.
wahahahaha.
 
btw..
eelee, i lurve u lots!
i am truely blessed to be ur sheep.
u have taught well in the camp.
i hope that u will love the gifts.
lurve ya =)
i look forward to mit u on tues!
cos i wana tell u wat God told me personally!!
lurve ya =)


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Tuesday, June 06, 2006

everyone wana be heard.. isnt that true?
i'm glad that i have god, my full-time listener.
had a long letter to God.
i am too troubled to talk.
 
 
glad that i have told god the dark ares in my life.
it feels good to submit everything to him.
hais all in all, i felt that i am an unworthy child.
 
 
insignificant.
that is one of the most irritating word in my dictionary.
 
 
anyway, went for a hair cut today..
that damn shop, it sucks lar!
NEVER will i go back there again.
i promise.
hmpz!
 
 
camp is coming..
objectives yet set, bag yet packed, stuffs yet buy.
okay, i MIGHT be doomed.
erms.
haha
but yups, i pray that i will be one turning point of my life after this camp.
i am sick and tired of my lifestyle now.
i wana live differently.
 
 
 


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Sunday, June 04, 2006

oh well... duno how to start my entry today...
okay, its a saturday..
woke up early to watch super band...
alright, i lurve watching this kinda show. i also duno y..


was heavy hearted today..
i am blind..
i seriously tik i am blind today.
u noe y?
cos i am blind to see how blessed am i actually.
frankly speaking... i dun feel joyful at all.
i feel..... sianzation?
that was this morning..


in the train..
God reali convict me..
revial and rising up to do something came across my mind..
and yes, in that 45mins journey, i made a decision to get out of comfort zone and i have to do something abt this stagnacy in this cg and even in my heart.
its time for me to do something....


went to service with a decision that i mus mit God today.
revial mus happen in my heart today.
and guess wat?
today's topic was abt revial..
and it seems like God design this service especially for me...
hehe.
worship God and i've met God =)
argh, time jus went too fast, i wish there will be longer time to worship...
god reminded me of JOY.
i always tell myself that probs are good...
cos it means that success is nearer.
but dumb me, i actually dun feel grateful at all!!
yups, i am a human too, its normal to be discourage, its normal to feel lousy when things dun go my way.
however, i am not any other human u can find on the street...
cos i noe e source of joy..


sometimes, we jus need to open our eyes to see.
to see how bless we are.
to noe that we are actually on the winning side.
the situations wasnt that bad isnt it?
y am i behaving as if its the end of everything?
i thank God that he made me realised this simple fact.
the fact that i am not in the dead end,the fact that everything will be okay and also the simple fact that God is on my side.
actually if u wana God to help u to open ur eyes to see wat God has instore, to see things in hope, u have to mit God 1st..
true?


yeah, the preaching..
it refreshes me!!!
the wonders of expectancy frm God =)
my God is an awesome god.
HE IS !!


went DMM, and wat eelee taught, refreshes me again.
wah...
now i truely understand wat it means by the word of God is like the honey to our soul..
hahahha.
i feel Good now =)
if old granny sarah can give birth at the age of 100 plus, if moses can depart the red sea, if the donkey can speak, if the lame can walk, the dead can be risen....
den y cant God do his miracles and wonders in my cg?
wat else can God not do?
if he has already given me His only son, wat else can God not give me?
hey God, its an insult to u when i doubt u.
i'm sorry God.
west a two shall be the cg that God create miracles, do wonders.
we shall be the witnesses.
i dun wana a steady cg without experiencing God, i rather the cg to experience storm and den experience God, and also witnessing His wonders.
ok, i noe, this is a dangerous prayer..
even i was typing this, i have to urge to backspace everything and pretend i've said nth.
but God, i wana experience u, i wana be stronger.


went to jes's hse for steamboat.
very nice =)
i like the feeling of fellowshiping and this family feel.
joyce phoebe xiao cindy jolene wei wei were there too!
fun fun fun =)
the auntie is so friendly!!
yups!


went home with joyce..
was telling joyce that actually in the past when she ask me if i wana receive holy spirit..
thou i ans her "yes"
but in my heart.. it was.. " i can say dun wan meh??"
haha
and i scared they will start chanting to me if i say no, so i have to say yes.
wahahaha.
and many many things, i started off with funny intentions and motives.
i tik most ppl are lidat lar.
wahaha
and joyce replied me... "but God still dote u alot"
i duno y, when i hear this, i feel so happy.
it feels so good to hear that. haha.
its obvious that i am so blessed by God in my life and ministry.
God nv fail me before...

thanks jency for the mp3 landyard(i spell wrong?)
its comes to me handy!
i was so troubled, cos i no money to buy it.
haha
eh, i feel so loved k!
thanks leh.
duno how to express.
but ya, thanks!


in conclusion..
i am charged up to do great things for God!
i must not feel defeated.
cos i am not defeated
.


-tiinggx`charriis ™ __* ii am ur beloved , ii am ur child-
 
 
 
 
 
 

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Friday, June 02, 2006

oh well.... actually i reali wana slp already..
i read email till can fall asleep..
dead tired.
but i still wana post, cos today is my another crazy day!
fyi, e reason y i lurve blogging is cos i have short-term-memory!
i tend to forget the things that i've done.
so.. yeah,this is jus like my 'memory bank' =)


woke up not as early as expected.
but yeah.. wasnt too late for the guitar class =)
was actually reluctant to go for the class.
due to... i'm craving for more sleep!
but yeah, dun wana have complaining spirit..
was actually thinking that i'm already very blessed that i have a chance to go for guitar class.. so i've learn to appreciate =)
and tell u guys!
i lurve the class today!
learned 4 more new chords and i was reali amazed by the wonders of that piece of wood.
i reali wana be a good guitarist, so that i can be a blessing to my cg =)


went for cg and guess wat...
the attendence was damn lousy.
argh.. went west coast anyway...
once again, i behaved like a kid and played.
its rare to see ting being crazy in terms of playing.. =)


i wonder....
how is it possible to have fun without the rest of e cg with us?
i'm not trying to say that we should gather together to cry when our cg members didnt attend cg.
but by right, we shouldnt ignore the fact that they are not with us.
isnt that an incomplete family?
and how to ignore when there is this family member is not with us?
how to ignore?
not attending cg or another other things seems more and more common already.
but this is a sign of danger.
how to ignore?
oh well, i can ignore, unless i dun bother..
but i do care!
if i said this is my family, i mean it.
and when this family member is missing, its weird for me not to bother, cos is not possible to do so =)

Thursday, June 01, 2006

a speedy post will do.
okay,this time is for real..
wahahaha.
my eyelid's dropping..
*yarwns*


today, i did something that i feel like kicking myself.
i tot that exams start at 12.30pm..
but its actually 12pm!!
to make things worse, i arrived at 12.35pm.
didnt noe that i am THAT late, i went to the class and wanted to start doing the paper..
saw the tcher mumbling.. but i duno wat she's trying to say.
so i simply ignore her..
she came and told me that i wun have enough time to finish the paper...
i was wondering y... and soon, i realised that i was not jus 5mins late but 35 mins late!
so.... i have to join the other class, and their paper was 1 hr later!!!!
omg, gonna rot rot rot !
wat a stupid mistake...
blur as usual.


watched the 8pm show today.
the wedding show.
the 'quan yi feng' host one..
yups
watched and i teared!!!
wait wait.. its not a touching movie.. not a dying scene..
and i teared!!!
was very touch by the ppl, cos they gave quan yi feng a supprise wedding..
duno how to elaborate thou.
and i am very touch..
ok now, i *poof* off my chalet wedding plan le..
haha.
now i noe, a wedding cannot be so 'sup sup sway'
hehe.